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Thursday, February 24th, 2005
10:20 am	I FIGURED OUT HOW TO DO USER PICTURES!!!! WOOOO! hahahaha! im sooo happy now! i still cant get the one olivia gave me but this will work for the time being. lacy found it for me. yay. not much goin on here. stupid school board is really weird. they canceled school and it didnt even start snowing until like 20 minutes ago. i was startin to think it wasnt ever gonna snow. weird. oh well. im gonna go call amanda so we can obsess over Phantom of the Opera some more. yay!!!!! welcome to my life. haha. oh! i should find a phantom user pic. oh well, ill stick with this one for a while, then look for phantom pics. yay! im saying that an awful lot. lol. well, bye 4 now. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Phantom of the Opera-what else?!?!? lol disc two-all of it (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 20th, 2005
12:02 pm	survey this had better work Bored? ((Over 100 questions)) Created by xSwtLilAngel666x and taken 70494 times on bzoink! [x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x] What's your name? :: Rachel Birthplace :: York Age :: 14 Age you act :: hmmm 15 maybe? Current location :: Abbottstown (close to New Oxford and Hanover) Eye color :: blue Hair color :: brown Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :: righty Zodiac sign? :: Saggitarius (teh archer 4 all u slow ppls) Height? :: 5' 2 1/2" yea pssssh im short Kelly Clarkson says short ppl rule! [x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x] Your heritage/nationality :: ummm I think I'm German I know im like 1/8 Irish lol Your hair :: brown and oooh i just got it cut so shoulder-length now with really short wispy bang like things in the front hehe my mom doesnt like them even though she says she does Your fears :: ummm being unloved *gasp* now the whole world knows! Your perfect room :: big! ooh with a stage! and a huge stereo and big tv so i can have massive sleepovers! (i was limited to 5 ppl other than myself last time and we still slept in the living room What you practically do in a day :: um, hullo! EVERYTHING!!! XD school, hw, phone, internet, writing, reading, dance class (except tues., then karate) and cheerleading cept now its over, oh and eat and sleep [x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x] Words you overuse :: queer, retard Phrases you overuse :: stupid idiotic retarded moron(s), We're gonna be slappin some ppl around here, they'res gonna be (name of person)'s everywhere! Your first thought when you wake up :: school days, its "god, school again?" and weekends and days off its "woo! computer!" Your greatest accomplishment :: ummm, dancing and not screwing up too bad on the cruise ship in front of sooooooo many ppl Something you want to do :: ummm go visit Avary in her house in Harrisburg - I miss her! [x] Part 4 -- This or that [x] Pepsi or Coke :: Pepsi McDonald's or Burger Kings :: McDonalds!!!! hate burger king Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :: ewww i have to pick one? no plz, unless its whos skankier, no, wait, thats too hard, too. Chocolate or vanilla :: chocolate candy, vanilla ice cream/milkshakes, chocolate cake, vanilla cappuccino XD im difficult Adidas or Nike :: umm Nike, i guess, just cuz my pretty cheer shoes this year were Nike Black or white :: black Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :: bills Burgers or hot dogs :: hot dogs Egypt or France :: FRANCE!!! Rock or rap :: rock [x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x] Smoke :: I TOLD YOU A MILLION TIMES, THERE IS NO COKE IN MY ROOM! OR MY PURSE!!! Cuss :: not now, i gave it up for lent!!!! urg i could say sumthing right now but I GAVE IT UP FOR LENT!!!! sorry avary i do a little bit not often Sing well :: haha, debatable Sing in the shower :: are you stalking me? how do you know that? Talk to yourself --a lot-- :: now you're making fun of me Believe in yourself :: what? what does that even mean? Like taking these longass surveys? :: not if ur going to ask me dumbbutt questions Play an instrument :: clarinet, woooo! and a teeny tiny bit of accoustic guitar Want to go to college? :: yea Want to get married? :: yea Want to have children? :: only one, hopefully, then i dont have to worry about fighting Think you're a health freak? :: um, no! though ppl think i am cuz im so skinny sum ppl even think im anorexic Get along with your parents :: ummm sumtimes Get along with your siblings? :: adam, yes. jason, no. okay, maybe a little Think you're popular :: i think most ppl know who i am, but i hate the word "popular" it means too many diff. things to too many diff. ppl [x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x] Gone out of state :: ummm dont think so Drank alchohal :: ummm not in the past month hahaha Smoke :: QUIT GETTIN ON ME ABOUT THAT COKE!!!! Get high :: WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE??!! Done any drugs :: GOOD GOD LEAVE ME ALONE!!! Eaten an entire box of oreos :: umm no Been on stage :: in a month? ummm no dont think so Gone skinny dipping :: no Been dumped :: no Dyed your hair :: no :( Stolen anything :: unless downloaded music counts [x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x] Craziest :: Jess or me or Lacy Loudest :: Lacy Most shy :: Emily Blondest :: umm Lacy or me (yea i kno im not blonde leave me alone) Smartest :: wow most of us are in alg 2 so olivia, kathleen, jess are tied even sarah even though shes not with us Kindest :: umm Avary Best personality :: Kathleen prolly Most talented :: hmmm Kathleen maybe or Sarah, idk maybe Avary or Jess, ya know, we're all pretty talented Lace and me 2! haha Best singer :: idk used to be Lacy but debatable now with Kathleen Most ghetto :: Olivia, uh-oh oreo! Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :: me and lacy put together as sum1 said one time idk who it was Pain in the ass :: Lacy XDXD The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):: Brittany S Funniest :: Jess Best person for advice :: Kathleen Dependable :: Mandy and Kathleen and Jess Trustworthy :: wow idk ne more Avary prolly or Katie and Janet Druggie :: me? XD i mean NO! Most likely to end up in jail :: XDXD me or olivia! :P or Lacy Person you've known the longest :: Avary [x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x] Last dream :: last night was weird, ya know, idk even know what it was Last nightmare :: ummm i dont remember Car ride :: yesterday comin back from the Church set up Valentines Dance thingy Last time you cried :: last night cuz my head hurt and i was tryin to get a million things done and all i wanted to do was go to bed Last movie seen :: Napoleon Dynamite god that was stupid Last movie rented :: Napoleon Dynamite Last book read :: I'm reading Phantom of the Opera right now but i just finished Across Five Aprils for English Last word said :: table, i believe Last curse word said :: i dont remember, it was sooo long ago, asshole i think Last time you laugh :: ummm i think on the phone with amanda last night Last phone call :: called alicia but never got ahold of her last night Last CD played :: Phantom of the Opera Disc one Last song you listened to :: like all of them but i think it was Music of the Night Last annoyance :: stupid pop ups on teh internet Last IM :: Sarah and Katie it keeps switching Last weird encounter :: umm my dog coming in and out of my room actually that was more annoying cuz i was tryin to sleep Last person you hugged :: ummm Lacy i think when i left her house yesterday Last person you yelled at :: my dog, Mogul Last time you wore a skirt :: umm last cheerleading game i think its too cold to wear a skirt unless i have to so that was 2-4 i think it was Last time you've been evil :: to my dog this morning Sarcastic? :: umm 5 minutes ago typing on here Last time you fought with your parents :: yesterday Last time you wished upon a star :: i dont know!!! gosh! Played Truth or Dare :: i think it was at jessies sleepover on halloween Spent quality time alone :: ummm yesterday on the computer, no, right now on the computer [x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x] Are you talking to someone on AIM :: Jess and Sari and Katie Do you feel lonely :: not really Ever TP'd someone's house :: umm no dont think so How about egging someone's house :: no Do you not like dislike not like me? :: what? i know you confuse me Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :: umm eminem yea 50 cent i could do w/out Yo Momma :: Yo Face Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :: yea What do you think of George Bush? :: BUSH CHENEY 04 ALL THE WAY! Any secret fetishes? :: wait, gotta look up the word fetish okay abs and arm muscles but wait, thats not secret oh well it wouldnt be now even if it were b4 so.... Do you like to wear chains? O_o :: um this one that has moons and stars on its not very big i like that one How many languages do you speak? :: um one fluently but a little french, spanish, and japenese, and im taking spanish next year and the year after that then french 4 two years and hopefully japenese in college Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :: umm not really Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) :: i have a stalker dont need another...so...yes? Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Why Have You Brought Me Here/Raoul I've Been There - Phantom (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, February 7th, 2005
4:09 pm	wtf? wtf? alex went to the movies saturday b4 ufc, and apparently he was with a girl. god. all that stressin 4 nuthin. i got all stressed cuz i didnt tell him about carson. i still havent, but he hasnt told me about goin to the movies with a girl, either. i knew he went to see boogieman, but greg (his dad) told sabrina that he was with a girl, and she told my mom, who told me. muwahahahahaha. well, i guess we'll find out which one of us cracks first. course, that doesnt mean shes his gf, but still..... Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Rock it till you drop it ~ Fefe Dobson (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 29th, 2005
1:59 pm	Icons about everything!! (good icons too!!) by truelove Name Word that best describes you sexyshylovelymysteriousum..poopquirkyperv Icon that describes you Icon that describes your life Icon that reminds you of someone you love Icon that reminds you of someone you hate The one you will marry The one you want to marry Quiz created with MemeGen! (Comment on this)
1:32 pm	thingy stolen from olivia (bostonbroncos) Here's a quiz thing. Write down the first thing that comes to mind when you read the questions. Then scroll down! DON'T CHEAT!! 1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex. 2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow? 3. Your first initial? 4. Your month of birth? 5. Which color do you like more, black or white? 6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours. 7. Your favorite number? 8. Do you like California or Florida more? 9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more? 1o. Write down a wish. (A realistic one). WHEN YOU'RE DONE, SCROLL DOWN (DON'T CHEAT) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * THE ANSWERS 1. You are completely in love with this person. 2. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow- you are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down. 3. If your initial is: A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom. S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good. 4. If you were born in: Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected. April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever. July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good. Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate. 5. If you chose... Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change. White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it. 6. This person is your best friend. 7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime. 8. If you chose: California: You like adventure. Florida: You are a laid back person. 9. If you chose: Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your love. And you are very reserved. Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people. 1o. This wish will come true only if you RE- POST THIS BULLETIN in one hour., and it will come true before your next birthday (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
5:40 pm	http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=xGingerxxSpicex grr this better work this time Current Mood: aggravated (Comment on this)
5:31 pm	New Site I created a new site. It's a xanga, not a livejournal, cuz so many ppl read xangas. plus i don't nessicarily want everyone reading this, and im gonna put the xanga link in my aim profile, so everyone who reads this, plz keep reading, as i will continue to update, but if u want to see my xanga, which has an awesome background, as i dont know how to format lj, and as it will have different posts than my livejournal, you are free to look at my xanga, at http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=xgingerxxspice at least that should be right. if its not, i'll post another entry with the correct link. if i dont, its correct. k thats it for now thnx for reading. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Sunday Morning ~ Maroon 5 (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 20th, 2005
8:31 pm	RACHEL R is for Remarkable A is for Abstract C is for Cheeky H is for Handy E is for Explosive L is for Luscious What Does Your Name Mean? You Are 25 Years Old 25 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act? Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: Don't Want To Miss a Thing ~ Aerosmith *swoon* (Comment on this)
7:13 pm	went to the bball game today....varsity cuz stupid delone doesnt have a jv team, so we didnt have to go since we didnt have to cheer, but me and manderz and carson went n so did a whole bunch of kids from school. it was cool; carson leaned back in the bleachers and had his arm across the back of them and he kept poking me in the back while i called mom to tell her the game had 3 more minutes left, and when i got off the phone, i just casually slid back so that his arm was now around me while i sat back in the bleachers. tee hee :D. and bradley e was like, "u kno u have to put ur arm around him, too," but amanda got him to shut up. lol. ugh, hope im not too sick not to go to school. im going if i can help it. pep rally tomorrow and we get to do our dance, and im REALLY excited, since, u kno, stupid biglerville had to cancel the game on tuesday and we didnt get to do our dance. the varsity squad did theirs today. was pretty good. ne way, i think thats it 4 now. buh bye Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Boulevard of Broken Dreams ~ Green Day <3 (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 16th, 2005
2:53 pm	I took pretty quizzes with pretty results!!! Emo Boyfriend Name DOB Favourite Color His Name Aaron His Looks/Style Curly-ish brown hair, brown eyes, tan skin, labret pierced, tight tshirts, tight pants, skate shoes How you met At a Taking Back Sunday show How he tells you he loves you Gives you flowers every day What he calls you Princess How far you've gone you lost your virginity to each other This quiz by _shelovedaboy - Taken 72833 Times. </a> New - Kwiz.Biz Astrology Which Sin Are You? Name DOB Favourite Color You are... Greed This fun quiz by chibigarm - Taken 230592 Times. </a> New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice! Your highschool Band career Name/Username Insturment Age random 3 letter word Favorite type of music jazz Year senior status field assitant chair 4 insturment you are destined to play flute/piccolo youre band geekness - 45% This cool quiz by RaNdOmBaNdNeRd - Taken 1156 Times. </a> New - Help with love and dating! Insanity Test Username Age Your problem is ...Well what ISN'T your problem? Will you ever be cured? (8) - Very doubtful. - (8) Just how crazy are you? - 45% This QuickKwiz by insanitydefense - Taken 366560 Times. New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice! Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: The Mirror (Angel of Music) ~ Phantom of the Opera (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 30th, 2004
10:49 am	What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852 Name Birthdate You killed With a On March 3, 2023 Quiz created with MemeGen! That's awesome! I HATE N'Sync, or most specifically, justin timberlake. wahahahahaha! I shall run them ALL over! Muwahahahahaha! K, RECAP: carson and i are NOT, i repeat, NOT going to kiss anytime soon, OLIVIA!!!! She doesnt get it. lol. XD :D. neway, we do enjoy calling each other baby, honey, hun, babe, ect. I love carson, but we're not going to kiss right now, ok? get it thru ur head, olivia! I <3 U, olivia!! tee hee. :D ks, everybody got it? good. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Shake Ya Tail Feather ~ Nelly (cheer dance song, weeeee! :D) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 27th, 2004
3:53 pm	urg I DO NOT LIKE SUBJECTS!!! nm going on here actually. just felt like updating for sum reason. im goin to teh campus life sleepover thingy tonight. should be fun. well..carson and i went to teh movies yesterday and..we held hands. :D tee hee. yea that sounds childish. emily was like "you should kiss him!" and i was like "um..." i dont think im ready for that. so...it was fun, anyway. oh well, g2g get ready. <3 :D Current Mood: content Current Music: Breakfast at Tiffany's ~ Deep Blue Something (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 25th, 2004
4:01 pm	Merry Christmas! xoxoxo Hey everybody! Hope you all have a good Christmas. I know I did. And tomorrow, Carson and I are going to see Fat Albert at teh movie theaters. I gots an mp3 player for xmas and purpley jeans! yay! and i gots sum other coolie stuffs too! yay!!! lots of cheetah print stuffs. ree loves cheetah prints stuffs! Merry Christmas again, everybody, and a Happy New Year!!! Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: The Twelve Redneck Days of Christmas ~ Jeff Foxworthy (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
9:19 pm	The Twelve Pains Of Christmas The First thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me is Finding a Christmas tree The Second thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The Third thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Hangovers Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The Fourth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Sending Christmas cards Hangovers Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The Fifth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Five months of bills! Sending Christmas cards Hangovers Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The sixth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Facing my inlaws Five months of bills! Oh, I hate those Christmas cards Hangovers Rigging up these lights! And finding a Christmas tree The seventh thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Salvation Army Facing my inlaws Five months of bills! Sending Christmas cards Oh geez! I'm tryin to rig up these lights! And finding a Christmas tree The eighth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: I want a transformer, for Christmas! Charities and whatta mean your inlaws? Five months of bills! Ugh, making up these cards Why don't ya just get me a beer, eh? What? We have no extension cords?! And finding a Christmas tree The ninth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Finding parking spaces Daddy I want some candy! Donations! Facing my inlaws Five months of bills! Writing all those Christmas cards Hangovers Now why the hell are they blinking?! And finding a Christmas tree The tenth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Batteries not included No parking spaces Buy me sumthin! Get a job, ya bum! Oh, facing my inlaws Five months of bills! Yo ho, sending Christmas cards Aw geez, look at this One light goes out, they all go out! And finding a Christmas tree The eleventh thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Stale TV specials! Batteries not included No parking spaces I gotta go to the bathroom! Charities! She's a witch, I hate her Five months of bills! Oh, I don't even know half these people Oh, who's got the toilet paper? Get a flashlight, I blew a fuse! And finding a Christmas tree The twelfth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Singing Christmas carols Stale TV specials Batteries not included No parking?! *Boy cries* Charities Gotta make 'em dinner Five months of bills! I'm not sending 'em this year, that's it! Shut up, you! Fine! You're so smart, YOU RIG UP THE LIGHTS! And finding a Christmas tree Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: The Twelve Pains of Christmas ~ Bob Rivers (Comment on this)
5:09 pm	2 days till christmas The 12th thing at christmas thats such a pain to me, Singing christmas carols Stale tv specials Batteries not included No parking?! (finding parking spaces) *boy crys* (boy who nags) Charities Gotta make em dinner (facing inlaws) 5 months of bills! I'm not sendin em this year, that's it! (sending christmas cards) Shut up, you! (hangovers) Fine! You're so smart, YOU RIG UP THE LIGHTS! (rigging up the lights) And finding a christmas tree I love that song, and if i had time, i'd type the entire thing for ya, but i might do that later. k, gotta go make dinner. Current Mood: busy Current Music: The Twelve Pains of Christmas ~ Bob Rivers (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 19th, 2004
8:40 pm	omg WHY DO WE NEED SUBJECTS??? i got all my christmas shopping done cept for carson. his mom got him a new chain so thats out of the question urg! oh well i'll prolly get him a gift card except he spent $30 dollars on me!! god, boy, r u nuts? i asked him if he was insane and he simply answered yes. lol. well, not much else has happened. i have to finish hw. urg much. oh well. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Twelve Pains of Christmas ~ Bob Rivers (hilarious song) (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 18th, 2004
8:53 pm	subject? what is teh point in subjects, anyway? Taken from renegade_queen 1. Reply to this post, because I would like to say a couple words about you. 2. I will also tell you what song(s) remind me of you when I hear it. 3. I will also tell you what celebrity/public [or anime/manga] person you remind me of, either personality-wise or looks-wise. 4. I will also give ONE WORD that I associate with you when I think of you. ((5. We all could use a boost now and then, so steal this for your journal and make someone else's day as well.)) It shall tis be awesome! ask me! ask me, ask me, ask me!!! Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Who's To Say ~ Vanessa Carlton (2 Comments |Comment on this)
8:31 pm	GAH! THE DRAMA!! we have officially decided we dont want to go to high school next year. too much drama now, what are we gonna do when there are 4 grades of ppl interfering with our lives as opposed to one!? GAH! MAKE THE DRAMA STOP!!! basically, what happened, is ehtna and i argued about trust. he trusts dalton caetlyn, and melanie. and thats it. well, i heard that dalton doesnt keep ethans secrets, and it went around in a circle from me to ethan to dalton to me to dalton to me to dalton to ethan to me to ethan to dalton to me. evilness. i hate drama. i hate aunt dot. i hate PMSing, cuz ethan PMSes and it rubs off on dalton and ben. evilness once more. MAKE IT STOP!!! OH MY FRICKIN WORD CUT THE DRAMA GOD PLEASE. PLEASE MAKE IT FRICKIN STOP!!! GAH! How bout them steelers? #1 in the league. Thats right jerome, #1. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: Do You Hear What I Hear? ~ Destiny's Child (Comment on this)
1:52 pm	Stole it from sarah stole this from renegade_queen (sari) so here it is: 1. Take your LJ username and replace each letter with the corresponding number (A=1, B=2, etc...). 2. Add all of the numbers together to create a kind of super number. 3. Add the digits of the number together. 4. Find the post of this number in your LJ. If you don't have that many posts, add the digits together again. 5. Take the digit you noted in step 3, and count that many words into the post. 6. Use the resulting word in a google image search, and select a picture from the first page and post the results. TEH PICTURES TIS NOT WORKING!!!! Y???!!! Y MUST U DO THIS TO ME??? WHY!!?? ok, im officially done now. i only have alex and jillian and jason done for xmas presents (jason's one of 2 bros) im doing ethan's right now. cds. he better like em too lol. we're arguing about trust right now. thats it. ciao. Current Mood: mmm ??? Current Music: Prince of Peace~Trans Siberian Orchestra & Marlene Danielle (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 11th, 2004
9:09 am	So many things... Well, last Saturday was eventful. That past week melanie and i became pretty good friends and ethan got mad at me. he said that caet had thought maybe i was using melanie to get ethan to talk to me and in turn, like me. y would i do sumthing like that? thats absolutely ridiculous! and so i was like, "so u want me to give up my friendship with her to make u happy?" and he was like "no, i dont want u to talk to me, i dont want u to like me, and i dont want a friendship with you when u keep ruining it" i had to get off so the vet could call back and so i was like "i dont even kno where to begin, but i gotta get off, so i'll talk to u later." i cried for about a half hour, callin katie, didnt answer, manderz, didnt answer, kathleen, wasnt home, and finally got jessie so i could talk to her. then we realized hes a jerk and i dont need sum1 like that. then i called melanie and told her everything. she got mad at him and wouldnt talk to him. then monday 7th pd. ethan sent me a note and this is exactly what it said: Rachel, I want to apologize. Im really sorry for what I said Sat. I hope you can understand that I'm not like that. I was just angered by something I shouldn't have been mad about. I hope you can accept this apology. With the fact that [melanie] wont talk to me and you being mad at me makes me feel regretful. You prolly don't care that I'm apologizing, and neither does [melanie]. But I thought about it Sunday and I noticed I was a big jerk Saturday. I'm sorry for saying that I wanted our friendship to be over becuz I don't wish that. I was just mad at the moment -Ethan- now, idk if that was him being nice, which i highly doubt, or him trying to get her to talk to him. prolly the second one, but then even after i forgave him and she knew that, she still wouldnt talk to him. now, she wants him to apologize to her. he has nothing to apologize for! he didnt do anything to her! he did it to me, not to her. shes being ridiculous. she needs to kno that. anyway, ethan and i r ok, even though kayt says hes bipolar and i should forget him, and jess says my interaction with him scares her, or sumthing to that extent, idk. she confuses me sumtimes. but ne way, even though my friends will be disgusted, im goin out with carson. oh well. get over it. he likes me A LOT. and i like him too. so GET OVER IT! and then all the bball players were mad at me and stuff cuz of this whole thing with secret cheerleaders and im like on the edge of callin it off. im spirit captain for jv cheer so i can. ha. 10 foot bubble! oh, mad at sarah. yup, thats all. luv ya. listen to wild christmas by huckapoo. wish that was me n ethan. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: Wild Christmas ~ Huckapoo (1 Comment |Comment on this)